Heeeyyyy friends, readers, stalkers … hehe … Sorry I haven’t been updating my blog for quite a while now. About 2 months to be exact. Same old reason since 5 years ago– life happens. huhu…
Anyways, my 2017 has been a blessing in disguise. Well, the starting of this year was quite rough. A lot of things had happened (read previous posts) and definitely had a hard time. I never thought that I would be able to live normally so fast. Early this semester, I thought of taking a gap year, dropping uni, etc. Not being able to focus in class, failing, being depressive when left alone, and thinking that I was so unlucky that I had to face things that people my age didn’t have to go through. Yes, last semester, negative was my last name. However, thanks to my friends and family for their endless support, I recovered and alhamdulillah, I thank Allah for all the problems that I faced. I am definitely becoming more mature with the tests that are given to me. All those problems opened my eyes to see who are genuinely nice to my family and I.
Without realizing, second semester came in rushing. My life this semester is taking a huge turn. Things are not the same anymore. I faced problems with people whom I used to call them friends. Honestly, I’ve been sucking it in but people have limits. I have my limit. There are always limits in everything. Limits in making jokes, understanding people, etc. Yet, there are no limits in meeting new people and making new friends. HEHEHE 😀 Soo, introducing my fav friends (as for now… Later when we fight, they will no longer be my favorites hahah)
So our friendship started with food. We feed each other and we never stop feeding each other. Then, from food, level unlock to group study sessions. From study sessions, we go to gym together and thus, our friendship is getting stronger and clinger day by day which results in me sleeping at their place everyday. Note: they are my neighbors so we only live a few blocks away. Can’t lie, hands down, I really like my friendship with them (as for now) because we are being very transparent with each other without getting offended (because ain’t nobody got time for that), we are very supportive (this is 10/10– real) and we always make jokes so we have a lot of inside jokes.
This semester, I’ve found reasons of why I failed a unit. I’ve found reasons of why I faced problems with some people. I’ve found reasons of why things happened this way. Everything is a blessing in disguise. I may not see it when bad things happened the way they did. But now, everything is crystal clear. If you don’t like being with the people you are hanging out now, don’t force yourself and find new people that will make you happy. Always be positive and surround yourself with people that are positive because that reflects you as a person.